Paralyzed.

She was such a sexy girl
She was like the moon in the sky
Shinning bright in the night
Moving her body to the beat
She looks like she is ready to kill

She got me paralyzed
Driving me crazy like I’m hypnotized
She is the poisoned apple
Baby I’ll bite you like Adam
I’ll live forever in your paradise…

Her hips are moving like a little snake
I know I’ll burn, for her I’ll be a sinner man
The night is young, I’ll feed her appetite
She is in control but she’ll be mine tonight.

She got me paralyzed
Driving me crazy like I’m hypnotized
She is the poisoned apple
Baby I’ll bite you like Adam
I’ll live forever in your paradise…

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Dancing in the dark.

I’m dancing in the dark
I’m talking to the night
She’s always been the one
The only one I’ve trusted
She’s seen the dirtiest parts
The scars and all the flaws
She listens to me, she sees the real me
Doesn’t mind if I’m lost
She always cure my thoughts.

No matter how harsh I’m falling
No matter how loud I’m screaming
She drains all of my worries
She saves me from the lowest

So I’m dancing in the dark
Letting her taking over
Embracing my shameless side
I’m getting up off the ground
Just letting go what it can’t be found

This is the darkest night
This is the perfect moment
To get rid of all the lies
And rewrite my own story

I’m locked in a bubble dreaming
And full of imagination
I’m still chasing for love
But what I get is infatuation
My pillow has been my friend
The night has been my witness
I have lost myself, I’ve cried and cursed
She has seen all of me
She has shown me what’s is real.

So I’m dancing in the dark
Letting her taking over
Embracing my shameless side
I’m getting up off the ground
Just letting go what it can’t be found

This is the darkest night
This is the perfect moment
To get rid of all the lies
And rewrite my own story.

 

Illusion

A bitter drink and a cigarette
I took the pill and I got rid of the pain
It’s all an odyssey I can’t make a sound
It’s all right, the images are clearer now
Kissing and touching
I can feel the adrenaline
Endorphins control me, I just want to fly
If only the effects could last forever
Distortion, distraction, is all a lie…

When the music stops
And the lights turn off
The crowd has left
Now the silence is loud
It hits you like a stone
Mirages of happiness
Is all part of the show?

When the music stops
And the lights turn off
The masks are falling
The spark has gone
It’s all part of the cover?
It’s all part of the show?

A black leather jacket
And my favorite red lipstick
I’m not trying to be bad
I just follow all my instincts
I can feel the electricity pumping through my veins
Everything is energy when you touch my skin
It’s a bubble of happiness
It is an illusion of myself
Endorphins control me, I just want to fly
If only the effects could last forever
Distortion, distraction, is all a lie…

When the music stops
And the lights turn off
The crowd has left
Now the silence is loud
It hits you like a stone
Mirages of happiness
Is all part of the show?

When the music stops
And the lights turn off
The masks are falling
The spark has gone
It’s all part of the cover?
It’s all part of the show?

It was you.

I took all the blame
And I pointed a gun to myself
turns out I was run out of bullets
But I felt the cold in my skin
I thought that we were lovers
You let me get on that train
You had fill me up with fantasies
You made me part of your game.

I’m falling and drowning
I can’t understand
The potion has been success
Your poison is killing my cells
I feel the liquid circulating in my veins
But I cant let myself to faint
I’ve been tripping and tripping
You’ve been the rock on my way
I’m traped in the prison
of your sick and twisted games
So heartless, so selfish
How could I loved you this way?

You tricked me and put the gun in my hand
You’re a murderer of feelings
You’re a murderer of faith
I gave you my whole heart
You took it and crushed it
With all of your lies
You smashed it and punch it
With all of your scam
I can’t let the poison kill me
I don’t want to take the blame

It was you the one who started it
It was you the one who planned it
It was you the one who lied
It was you, the one who failed.

 

Back to home. /De vuelta a casa.

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I’m crossing the line
Walking on the edge of my life
My fears are gone
I lost my soul
I’m getting away from the crowd
I can not be saved
I can not be touched
My wings are getting cut
And I keep moving down

I can’t breathe but I don’t need to now
I’m not here but I’m not there either
I’m seeing every single thing I’ve done
My conscious is making fun of me
My demons are facing me, hitting me
Swallowing me and spitting me out
I don’t know where I’m going               
But I’m falling fast                                         
Can you feel the fire?
Can you feel the burn?
I don’t think I can go back anymore … 

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Holding me tight
I can feel you
Beating my heart
Screaming, crying
Calling my name
And asking me to stay
I’m falling apart
I’m falling from grace
You don’t want to let go
And I don’t want to go
Would you take me back to you?
Would you take me back to home?

Am I too broken now?
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Am I too hollow now?
Is this my punishment?
The perception of my life
The decisions that I’ve made
Its all getting clearer now
I never should’ve caused this mess
I’m shaking, I’m fainting
I’m spinning around
I’m trying to fight it
But I keep falling down
I don’t know where I’m going
But I’m falling fast
Can you feel the fire?
Can you feel the burn?
Well, I don’t think I can go back anymore…

But then I can feel you
Holding me tight
I can feel you
Beating my heart
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Calling my name
And asking me to stay
I’m falling apart
I’m falling from grace            
You don’t want to let go
And I don’t want to go
Would you take me back to you?
Would you take me back to home?

 

Traducción:

De vuelta a casa.

Estoy cayendo
Estoy cruzando la línea
Caminando al borde de mi vida
Mis miedos se han ido
Perdí mi alma
Me estoy alejando de la multitud
No puedo ser salvada
No puedo ser tocada
Mis alas se están cortando
Y sigo moviéndome hacia abajo
No puedo respirar, pero ya no necesito hacerlo
No estoy aquí pero tampoco estoy allá 
Estoy viendo cada cosa que hice
Mi conciencia se está burlando de mí
Mis demonios están frente a mí, golpeándome
Tragándome y escupiéndome
No sé a dónde voy
Pero estoy cayendo rápido
¿Puedes sentir el fuego?
¿Puedes sentir la quemadura?
No creo que pueda regresar…
Pero luego puedo sentirte
Abrazándome fuerte
Puedo sentirte
Golpeando mi corazón
Gritando, llorando
Llamando mi nombre
Y pidiéndome que me quede
Me estoy desmoronando
Estoy cayendo en gracia
No quieres dejarme ir
Y no me quiero ir
¿Me llevarías de vuelta a ti?
¿Me llevarías de vuelta a casa?

¿Estoy demasiado rota ahora?
No me digas que es demasiado tarde
¿Estoy demasiado vacía ahora?
¿Es este mi castigo?
La percepción de mi vida
Las decisiones que tomé
Todo está más claro ahora
Nunca debí haber causado este desastre
Estoy temblando, me estoy desmayando
Estoy dando vueltas
Estoy tratando de luchar
Pero sigo cayendo
No sé a dónde voy
Pero estoy cayendo rápido
¿Puedes sentir el fuego?
¿Puedes sentir la quemadura?
Bueno, no creo que pueda regresar…

Pero luego puedo sentirte
Abrazándome fuerte
Puedo sentirte
Golpeando mi corazón
Gritando, llorando
Llamando mi nombre
Y pidiéndome que me quede
me estoy desmoronando
Estoy cayendo en gracia
No quieres dejarme ir
Y no me quiero ir
¿Me llevarías de vuelta a ti?
¿Me llevarías de vuelta a casa?

Only one moment.

 

Working nine hours a day
Stuck in a place I hate
Same routine, same shit everyday
Getting yelled for no reason
Doing things I do not like
Trapped in a four-wall office
It’s like living in a prison.
Feels like the unknown dimension
And I’m looking for the right direction
Trying to get out of this black hole
Surrounding me and dragging me to my own distortion …

But there’s only one moment of peace
Only one moment I find relief
The moment I hear the sweet sound of your voice
The moment I hear you speak
I wish I could hold you tight
I wish you could feel what you mean to me
Everything is right with you
My world gets better when I’m with you.

Your laugh makes my heart melt
The way you care makes me love you even more
You’re my moon, the only one
So perfect just the way you are
You’re sweetest person I’ve ever known
I wish I could hold you tight to me
I wish you could feel what you mean to me
Everything is right with you
My world gets better when I’m with you.

I wake up every morning ready to face my life
No breakfast, no coffee, there’s no time
Starting the day ordering files, filling out forms,
Signing papers and answering calls
Doing things I do not like
Trapped in a four-wall office
It’s like living in a prison.
Feels like the unknown dimension
And I’m looking for the right direction
Trying to get out of this black hole
Surrounding me and dragging me to my own distortion …

But there’s only one moment of peace
Only one moment I find relief
The moment I hear the sweet sound of your voice
The moment I hear you speak
I wish I could hold you tight
I wish you could feel what you mean to me
Everything is right with you
My world gets better when I’m with you.

Your laugh makes my heart melt
The way you care makes me love you even more
You’re my moon, the only one
So perfect just the way you are
You’re the sweetest person I’ve ever known
I wish I could hold you tight
I wish you could feel what you mean to me
Everything is right with you
My world gets better when I’m with you.

 

 

 

Remains of a broken world.

Winter is coming and I walk under the moonlight.
Roaming around and watching only shadows as I get into the woods
The underworld keeps calling me and I keep drowning in the dark
It’s all cloudy and wet, the trees are barely seen under the mist.
I can hear them, I can feel them and they know it.
They know I’m coming, they know I’m getting closer.
I’m walking on the valley of the undead, the valley of the unwanted.
And they are following me and haunting me everywhere
I can’t see them but they can see through my senses.
They know I’m scare.

Winter is coming and I can hear the silence of this spooky night
Monsters are out and I am fighting against my fears.
I can feel the cold blood running through my veins
And my heart racing like never before as I start to faint
Something is wrong, something is happening
I can’t move, I can’t do nothing
The fog swallows me into the depths of the forest
I feel their eyes on me hidden in the dark
And I’m starting to float four feet off the ground
Are they taking me? Do I want to join them?
I can see them all now; they’re only spectrums of the night
Owners of the underworld, remains of a broken world.
Souls walking on the valley of loneliness
It’s getting colder and everything is frozen
They’re taking me and I can’t control it.

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